discussing with Rach the idea that a more correct (selfless) love would have included bold honesty, and the consequences of selfishness. Hm.
here's the deal. you should have told me the truth. i know i was naive, and i know that i was enjoying the attention. but now i miss our friendship. because our friendship according to me was something that was apparently not a friendship to you.
but since that has changed, everything else will follow.
i know it was "in like", not "in love", but if you loved me the way you told me you did, as a sister... then the more correct love should still have been shown through you. it's unfair to tell me that we're just friends, yet treat me the same way you're now treating your new "love interest". i understand so much more now.
i'm sorry i was selfish. i liked the attention and time you gave me.
that part was my fault.
this sounds way dramatic. it's probably overboard.
but i miss you. and it's spilling out into a blog post that i'm writing while i'm tired and dealing with weird girly emotions.
don't worry about it.
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