culmination

today, i lived on two hours of sleep.
i found out that my film camera cannot be repaired, i was told that i left my computer charger nine hours away back home, and i had a huge fight with my best friend.

this weekend, i drove a car for a total of 20+ hours, talked to a middle schooler about his attempted suicide, and counseled a friend who isn't living for anything beyond herself and knows it... but won't change.

right now, i just want to be held. but instead i have to memorize a list of the kings of israel and judah.